Who knew to lose weight all you had to do was run 2miles in under 30 minutes 6 days a wk-eat less and drink water-Only water nothing else! This is what the dr i went to see today told me-lol-if only it was as simple as that-i mean as big as i am do u really think that i can RUN 2miles in under 30 minutes? Hell do u think i can run 2 miles period?! Too funny..really--ok sure eventually i may get to that point but i know my body and there is no way at this weight i can do that--I'm doing good to run for 2 minutes and to me that is fn accomplishment! But anyway! Kinda rubbed me the wrong way and str8 pissed me off!
On to my WW meeting---big ass sigh!!! Don't even want to talk about it really! I am totally failing and feel like i am on the verge of quitting...trying to lose weight and failing at it truly sucks! I admit I haven't put in 100% effort so why should i expect 100% results? Honestly I don't--I do expect not to be juggling the same 5lbs for months on end....I need to just stop all tha negative thoughts in my head-focus on what i want to achieve-put in the necessary work to achieve it-and plan-plan-plan!!! Lawd why does losing weight have to be so daunting??!! Oh and take my brother hasn't tried to lose weight but the lbs just seem to dropping off his ass-i tell ya men make me sick with that ish! I need to get on JHud and totally and completely commit to following ww to tha T--hey it worked for her why not me?? I've lost weight before and felt great so i know that it is possible-I just have to commit to it! So that's my goal for the next week to follow ww to tha T and see what kind of results i get next Thursday at my weigh in!
