That's why I continue to fail at losing weight! I am too lazy to get my butt up and go to the gym consistently...too lazy to meal plan like I knw I should...too lazy to commit and follow thru with what I've started and too weak to continue to always have a fear of failure. But what am I really failing at if I never give it 100% effort? I do know that I am failing at having the life I've always imagined I would. For so long I've used pcos as a crutch as to why I'm not losing weight, but I know better than that bc I have lost weight in the past! Omg...I just need for it to really click in my mind as to why I am doing this....my health and my future-I know losing weight "can" ultimately help me achieve what I want most in this world!
Keep blogging. Don't give up. You are NOT weak. That's garbage. If anyone else said the same thing to you, you'd be pissed! How dare you say that to yourself?! You have the strength already within you, you just have to tap into it. YOU ARE NOT WEAK!!!!! No more negative self-talk, deal? That little voice in your head tellin' you that you're weak? Drop kick that heffa in the chest!
ReplyDeleteThanks Monique! You are soo right on point with everything u said! I've let that b in my head have too much control! Thanks again...I Def needed that!
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